You're asking yourself probably what things I bear in mind now, what idea are haunting me,and I can't give you an answer.I don't know how I always end up in places I;m not supposed to be,and I don't even know why this happens. Most of the time it's hard to do what I'm supposed to,and now is nearly impossible. Why I was once feeling good, calm?I'm understanding now...because I was close to you. Without any whisper, without any sinner touch, but just closer to you.
And it has come the time for you to understand me,to understand that I can no longer follow a path that is taking me to you eventually.I know, I'm an idiot for thinking like this, but sometimes I have to do it.Because I'm nothing to desire,and I am someone who cannot be as normal as others.On short, it's that I don't want to get to the point where I will be able to make you suffer.
And thinking of your eyes being slaves of the tears,or your heart pierced by pain and suffering...just can't do it.I's better for you to taste my poison a bit,now, instead of more along the years.Cause maybe, it will be too late,and you already have been transformed into..me.
We haven't spoke for a long time, I've lost you somehow, along the pages of a book, and I haven't knew how much you represent to me,an how I've missed you,until I found you again.And I see why.
Just for that, I'm not asking you to forgive me, and I'm not telling you face to face all this words; your stare, and all you are, will make me not to leave.Will capture me in a place I shouldn't belong to, not because I don't want this, but because it will be better for you.
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