The night has fallen again out of nowhere.I feel safe now and spoiled under the few glimps of moonlight.I grab a glass of old, dusty wine and I take a seat.Closing my eyes, I breath rare, deep, but somehow light like a snowflake.Maybe I'm afraid that I'll awake you.
I push my mind forward knocking down clouds and walls,and now I finally got to you.I do this every night.Caught under a spell, driven by the darkest corners of my mind,I'm watching you as you sleep.Profound.Lost in a slumber that I'm preparing for you everyday.When you are awake,I guard your dreams.When you sleep, I guard your body.An endless play that I've comitted to long ago.So now, I take place near you, awaiting the dawn.
I'm stupidly captivated by all I am finding here,as your shut eyes move a bit.You're dreaming. It is the dream that I've created for your. Sometimes the sweetest adventure, sometimes the most terrifying nightmares.You cry everytime you wake up like this, but I can't take you in my arms to calm you down. Because I was the one who did this to you. And why? Who knows for how long I'll be able to guard you. Who knows what terrible nightmares will grind my soul. So, you must be prepared for all there is in this world.For the beauties and the brutality.
I take the time to enjoy you. I grab your hand and let my chills enrapture you.Your skin, warm and smelling like lillies, drops small crystals of sweat, as I'm ending your nightmare.You feel secure now, and your face gains a glow, I'm barely resisting. I'm stareing like I want to capture you. Stiring emotions of unknown beginings, I...oh...my heart is shaking. Crumbling. Shattering. It is my end. Now I know. With no shackles remaining, I lean over and kiss your lips.Those silky lips I often saw mumbleing in sleep,as you slided across my creations.
You will rise tomorrow, never knowing about me.Sometimes you'll feel your chest vibrating and your lips tingleing under the touch of...nothing.It will still be me,tho I don't exist anymore.Now I known. Now I remember. This night was my end because my love for you began.
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