Power surge

How many times have you felt weak? Almost lifeless. Just a shade, barely scraping with your fingers what future weaves for you. Well, that must have been because in truth,you are weak. We're all weak and fragile. Thin sheets of glass trying to withstand the winds, the pressure that others and us create all around. But since you already feel weak,you are on the right way. Thinking you are not is an ultimate mistake. Not knowing what you are will help in no way to find a remedy for it.

And now you have to let go everything that doesn't serve you well. The people in your life, the circumstances, the places that are tampering your will. Keep close just your values of life. Don't lie to yourself. It's not good as an end result to lie to anyone, but lying to you it's beyond stupid. You have to live with yourself all day long,all your life, through sleep, through seasons...
You are important and insignificant at the same time. Important for you and people in your life; insignificant for the world as a whole and the Universe itself. So embrace the truth as it is. It is highly probable to be not so nice to visualize or accept. But never deny it. Your life will then be nothing. You will be then truly and irreversible weak. If that is something you can live it, okay... good for you. At least you might remember that it was your choice that you opted to live your life like this. If what you do with your life can be actually called living.
I'm not trying to sell a book, not even a blog post about self help or such similar techniques. As you read this, depending who you are, I am important or irrelevant for you. What I can offer you is only insight gained from my own mistakes. As I am constantly alpha-testing my life, I come up with numbers, data and statistics about... life. So, if these lines make no sense for you, put them aside for a while. Leave them there, safe, as I know that one day, they will come and reach for you. One day you'll find some for them some use.

Photo: Ambro